Monday, August 15, 2011
i am so not ready for school.
everyday waking up early for school is totally dreadful.
this is especially the case on mondays.
i guess this was the long term effects of national service.
to wake up to go to school feels even more terrible than booking in on sunday nights.
i dont have any momentum to start studying.
my brain feels so rusty that i couldnt catch up with almost all lectures.
to make thing worse, this semester is supposedly to be very relaxing already, as i only have 4 cores.
but another issue that stresses me is the fact that i do not have an elective.
all my classmates gotten theirs.
and if i do not get one this semester, i would have to overload myself on next semester, which i would then already be required to study 5 cores.
so things arent working out well for me.
i feel so stressful.
everyday waking up early for school is totally dreadful.
this is especially the case on mondays.
i guess this was the long term effects of national service.
to wake up to go to school feels even more terrible than booking in on sunday nights.
i dont have any momentum to start studying.
my brain feels so rusty that i couldnt catch up with almost all lectures.
to make thing worse, this semester is supposedly to be very relaxing already, as i only have 4 cores.
but another issue that stresses me is the fact that i do not have an elective.
all my classmates gotten theirs.
and if i do not get one this semester, i would have to overload myself on next semester, which i would then already be required to study 5 cores.
so things arent working out well for me.
i feel so stressful.