Friday, May 28, 2010
im now in camp.
im on duty today.
so what happened 2days ago.
stress.
malign.
accusation.
im not sure if this incident is over.
but it should just end.
the longer it drags, the harder it can be put to an end.
NS has definitely proven to me that i should not be nice to anybody.
because in return what i might get would probably be a knife stabbed into me.
without knowing the reason.
NS proved to me that working society is cruel.
the person working side by side me, someone whom i regard as a friend, overnight, he turned out to be a backstabber.
badmouthed me.
accused me.
maligned me.
for the sake of what?
i dont know.
but we reckon it was for the sake of his own welfare.
some people can just be so selfish.
i felt so sorry for him.
i might have lost the trust of my boss.
and he might have gain my boss's trust.
but what he has lost is a friend, someone who had treated him wholeheartedly.
and what have i gained?
i have gained experience.
to see people's true colour before i treat them well.
i have gotten rid of a backstabber/betrayer, whom i thought i could regard as a friend.
i believe, i have gained more than what i have lost.
im on duty today.
so what happened 2days ago.
stress.
malign.
accusation.
im not sure if this incident is over.
but it should just end.
the longer it drags, the harder it can be put to an end.
NS has definitely proven to me that i should not be nice to anybody.
because in return what i might get would probably be a knife stabbed into me.
without knowing the reason.
NS proved to me that working society is cruel.
the person working side by side me, someone whom i regard as a friend, overnight, he turned out to be a backstabber.
badmouthed me.
accused me.
maligned me.
for the sake of what?
i dont know.
but we reckon it was for the sake of his own welfare.
some people can just be so selfish.
i felt so sorry for him.
i might have lost the trust of my boss.
and he might have gain my boss's trust.
but what he has lost is a friend, someone who had treated him wholeheartedly.
and what have i gained?
i have gained experience.
to see people's true colour before i treat them well.
i have gotten rid of a backstabber/betrayer, whom i thought i could regard as a friend.
i believe, i have gained more than what i have lost.