Sunday, June 07, 2009
3 more days to pop.
its a really mixed feelings.
just like what my platoon sergeant said, 'when i started to like these motherfuckers, and they are leaving. how i wish you guys were my men in the unit.'
yes, after three months of training and living together, seriously i dont really feel happy that we are going to pop.
when we just about to know each other really more and deeper, we might just dont get the chance to see each other again, forever maybe.
i wonder how the recruits from eagles will feel.
after 6 long months of trainings together, now they will each take a different route to different unit.
i bet they feel worst then me.
this feeling is just like how i felt when we went to jc/poly after o level, when your best friends no longer in the same institute and has lesser chances to meet up again.
feels so sucky.
i know we can still keep in contact with each other.
but how much time do we actually have?
weekends for gf, family, civilian friends...
even now the weekends are alrdy so short and insufficient, i wonder how are we able to still keep in contact that often.
and only based on the 3 months of hardship together, probably most of the bonds will just fade off.
sad right.
kns.
sucky feeling.
pop.
what the hell lah.
im getting fonder of you.
its a really mixed feelings.
just like what my platoon sergeant said, 'when i started to like these motherfuckers, and they are leaving. how i wish you guys were my men in the unit.'
yes, after three months of training and living together, seriously i dont really feel happy that we are going to pop.
when we just about to know each other really more and deeper, we might just dont get the chance to see each other again, forever maybe.
i wonder how the recruits from eagles will feel.
after 6 long months of trainings together, now they will each take a different route to different unit.
i bet they feel worst then me.
this feeling is just like how i felt when we went to jc/poly after o level, when your best friends no longer in the same institute and has lesser chances to meet up again.
feels so sucky.
i know we can still keep in contact with each other.
but how much time do we actually have?
weekends for gf, family, civilian friends...
even now the weekends are alrdy so short and insufficient, i wonder how are we able to still keep in contact that often.
and only based on the 3 months of hardship together, probably most of the bonds will just fade off.
sad right.
kns.
sucky feeling.
pop.
what the hell lah.
im getting fonder of you.