Monday, June 11, 2007
There are three 'me's: the optimistic me; the neutral me; the pessimistic me.
What does the optimistic me do?
He functions the longest, whenever i am awake he will be around.
He is the one you normally see, quiet but at least he still smiles.
I dont like him.
He is not my normal self.
He seems to be putting up an act of everyone.
He is an ersatz of me.
What does the neutral me do?
He functions the least, his job is merely to switch between my optimistic and pessimistic self.
That's all.
He has no feeling, nor emotional desire.
What does the pessimistic me do?
He functions mostly at night, before and during i sleep and occasionally after i wake up.
He is the one who cries, behind everyone;
the one who thinks a lot, and usually the negative thoughts.
He is also the one who blog most of the times.
He, the one who can truly face my inner self, my inner desires.
The optimistic me and pessimistic me never co-exist on any one time.
As mentioned, the neutral me switches them around.
Though the optimistic me functions most of the time during day, the pessimistic me can suddenly just pop out of nowhere, depending on situations.
When that happens, i mood swing.
I wrote this last night, before i slept.
u had no idea how much i yearn for ur presence.
What does the optimistic me do?
He functions the longest, whenever i am awake he will be around.
He is the one you normally see, quiet but at least he still smiles.
I dont like him.
He is not my normal self.
He seems to be putting up an act of everyone.
He is an ersatz of me.
What does the neutral me do?
He functions the least, his job is merely to switch between my optimistic and pessimistic self.
That's all.
He has no feeling, nor emotional desire.
What does the pessimistic me do?
He functions mostly at night, before and during i sleep and occasionally after i wake up.
He is the one who cries, behind everyone;
the one who thinks a lot, and usually the negative thoughts.
He is also the one who blog most of the times.
He, the one who can truly face my inner self, my inner desires.
The optimistic me and pessimistic me never co-exist on any one time.
As mentioned, the neutral me switches them around.
Though the optimistic me functions most of the time during day, the pessimistic me can suddenly just pop out of nowhere, depending on situations.
When that happens, i mood swing.
I wrote this last night, before i slept.
u had no idea how much i yearn for ur presence.