Thursday, March 08, 2007
she-
my best fren
the second gal whom i cried for
these few days, until now, i have been very emo.
cos we are not going to be classmate nor schoolmate anymore.
she went to aj and i m at pj.
monday,
we went to yiqian's house after school to have steamboat.
this was the last outing before everyone go to different college.
everything was fine, the atmosphere the food the peeps the house.
then when we finished the steamboat many left, except sherfeng mingjie huilong kathy and me.
we stayed overnight at yiqian's house.
we watched tv, ate ice-cream, play mahjong, chat.
until around 3 plus in the morning.
sherfeng kathy me and mingjie shared one bed-yiqian's.
it was so squeezy and warm that i could not reali fall asleep.
i woke up in the morning around 6am when i heard the national anthem playing from the radio.
i switched it off cos it was terribly noisy.
i shifted down to sleep on the floor.
so much comfortable waa~
then about 2 hours later we woke up.
we checked our posting results.
everyone got into their first choice college.
sigh so sad
we really are not going to be classmates le
then we went to have our breakfast with priscilla.
i bought a hashbrown back for kathy cos she didnt go to have breakfast.
sigh when will it be the next time to buy things for her again?
before we left yiqian's house to go to sembawang park for the 4/6 bbq
we took some photos.
sad
then when we reached sembawang park,
i was really moody.
i just wanted to get wet,
for no reason.
i went to play the swing in the rain.
i walked around the park in the rain.
i wanted to hug her and tell her how much i will miss her
but i dont have the chance
i cried when we really had to leave sembawang park.
cos i dont know when will be the next time to see her and others again.
nobody saw it i guess
then when we were going back home,
reaching mrt station i cried again.
so sad
zahir saw it but i denied
wednesday,
the first day of orientation.
damn bored,
i hate pj now.
i missed ny.
i missed her.
at nite kathy told mi she might be appealing back to ny.
i wanted to appeal too.
i was informed that for appealing bonus points would not be taken into account.
i called kathy and told her this.
i cried.
cos i was really scare.
i think she should be able to appeal back to ny
but i really dont think that i am able to make it so.
i find myself stupid enough not to put ny as my first choice.
i find myself cant ever be dumber to waste my chance of going into ny.
i really cried very badly
today, i met kathy and hong when i am going back home from chongpang.
so happy to see her again.
she appealed to ny in the afternoon.
when we started chatting about the appealing thing
i almost cried again,
really.
i went home after that and i went to appeal.
now,
i will certainly PRAY HARD that we can successfully go back to ny and go into the same class.
pray for US too~
though i appealed back to ny
i still need to complete the pj de subject combination form
tady at first said she will be choosing mcp and gsc
but later at night she said she will take bio.
sigh.
its not here and its not yet.
liang tou bu zhao an.
zen me ban?!
cos she told me she will take mcp and gsc then i came to pj.
now she pang seh me le.
sad.
i might be going into the class with no close friend.
i might not end up in ny either.
what to do now?
i feel very terrible now
really very terrible.
my best fren
the second gal whom i cried for
these few days, until now, i have been very emo.
cos we are not going to be classmate nor schoolmate anymore.
she went to aj and i m at pj.
monday,
we went to yiqian's house after school to have steamboat.
this was the last outing before everyone go to different college.
everything was fine, the atmosphere the food the peeps the house.
then when we finished the steamboat many left, except sherfeng mingjie huilong kathy and me.
we stayed overnight at yiqian's house.
we watched tv, ate ice-cream, play mahjong, chat.
until around 3 plus in the morning.
sherfeng kathy me and mingjie shared one bed-yiqian's.
it was so squeezy and warm that i could not reali fall asleep.
i woke up in the morning around 6am when i heard the national anthem playing from the radio.
i switched it off cos it was terribly noisy.
i shifted down to sleep on the floor.
so much comfortable waa~
then about 2 hours later we woke up.
we checked our posting results.
everyone got into their first choice college.
sigh so sad
we really are not going to be classmates le
then we went to have our breakfast with priscilla.
i bought a hashbrown back for kathy cos she didnt go to have breakfast.
sigh when will it be the next time to buy things for her again?
before we left yiqian's house to go to sembawang park for the 4/6 bbq
we took some photos.
sad
then when we reached sembawang park,
i was really moody.
i just wanted to get wet,
for no reason.
i went to play the swing in the rain.
i walked around the park in the rain.
i wanted to hug her and tell her how much i will miss her
but i dont have the chance
i cried when we really had to leave sembawang park.
cos i dont know when will be the next time to see her and others again.
nobody saw it i guess
then when we were going back home,
reaching mrt station i cried again.
so sad
zahir saw it but i denied
wednesday,
the first day of orientation.
damn bored,
i hate pj now.
i missed ny.
i missed her.
at nite kathy told mi she might be appealing back to ny.
i wanted to appeal too.
i was informed that for appealing bonus points would not be taken into account.
i called kathy and told her this.
i cried.
cos i was really scare.
i think she should be able to appeal back to ny
but i really dont think that i am able to make it so.
i find myself stupid enough not to put ny as my first choice.
i find myself cant ever be dumber to waste my chance of going into ny.
i really cried very badly
today, i met kathy and hong when i am going back home from chongpang.
so happy to see her again.
she appealed to ny in the afternoon.
when we started chatting about the appealing thing
i almost cried again,
really.
i went home after that and i went to appeal.
now,
i will certainly PRAY HARD that we can successfully go back to ny and go into the same class.
pray for US too~
though i appealed back to ny
i still need to complete the pj de subject combination form
tady at first said she will be choosing mcp and gsc
but later at night she said she will take bio.
sigh.
its not here and its not yet.
liang tou bu zhao an.
zen me ban?!
cos she told me she will take mcp and gsc then i came to pj.
now she pang seh me le.
sad.
i might be going into the class with no close friend.
i might not end up in ny either.
what to do now?
i feel very terrible now
really very terrible.