Monday, December 25, 2006

yesterday, my elder brother invited 3 friends to our house. i HATE it. they were noisy!! they thought they were having party at our house? they didnt know they were at other pple house and they should have some courtesy? so what if they are my brother's friends? argh!! i dont understand my brother. he can spend so much money in such a short period. he dont care the feelings of his siblings. he dont care the feelings of his parents. my mother cried when she knew that he had been spending too much money until he went out with only two bucks in his wallet. tons of time after my mother scolding, my brother still continue his bad habit. he dont use to be like this when he was in secondary school. perhaps only when he met his current girlfriend and Co. i dont oppose him for making new friends and having a girlfriend, but he needs to know something. money is hard to earn. okay maybe he never for others before and dont understand the hardship, but dont you think he should listen to his parents? my mother told him so many times dont spend money like your family own a bank, but he just dont listen. perhaps he now only listen to his girlfriend. hope i wont become like him when i have a girlfriend in the future.

now talk about my parents. recently, i feel that they are getting old (that is stupid i know, people gets old). what i mean is i realised they need our care and concern as well as accompany. my father told me on saturday that he suggested to eat steamboat on x'mas eve night (dont ask me why). however, i am suppose to go out on eve night. i told him about it, his eyes suddenly filled with disappointment. i guess so. eventhough he did not mention anything, i guess he wants the whole family to sit down and have the steamboat. in the end though he changed to eat for lunch, i still feel a little sorry.

i think i still got a lot to say deep in my heart, but i dont know how to express them in words. anyway, merry x'mas!!