Saturday, November 25, 2006

i woke up at o915 in the morning. we bought the satay, otah and charcoal. my father was supposed to deliever it to our house at about 1o. i woke up early so i could prepare. after i went to wash up, it was around o945. i went to switch on the computer. i went to the moe website to register for the PAE. these were mine first 3 choice: NYJC, PJC, IJC. the rest i had already forgotten. because i jus randomly put them. i heard she put PJC as her first choice. i put NYJC as mine first choice because kathy they all are going to NYJC. CLEP is also being offered in NYJC. we(hong kathy and me) had been discussing for the first choice till 2am before we went to sleep and we decided to put NYJC as the first choice. then, sometime after i registered, my father called and i was asked to go down to the stuffs. i went down and waited for around 5min. father came. one huge box of charcoal, 8o satay, one packet of satay sauce and 8o otah. i carried the 5kg things up to my house. after that, i called yande. i asked wat time they were coming to get the things from me. he said he was going to come at 11 so i went to pack my bag, which i half-packed the day before. cruz was supposed to come to my house at 12. we bought a can of hair spray and wanted to spray our hair. however, he smsed me and said he can only reach my house at 1245, so we changed the venue to secret garden. then soon yande jianlin and berhan came at about 113o. i passed them the stuffs and i went to play my brother's laptop, o2jam. i was playing and i forgot the time. it was already 123o when cruz smsed me. so i quickily shut down the laptop and took my bag and went off.

i reached there at 1245, and i m supposed to meet the rest of the pple(hanrong zhonghao kaywen zhemou yujing tady peiqi natalie) and bring them to sentosa. i didnt meet them instead i went up to secret garden to meet cruz. when i reached there, he started spraying for me. he said it was rather even. i dunoe because it had no mirror in the secret garden. i noe i looked very CAB(chao ah beng: definition from berhan) because i jus went to have a new hair cut the previous day, and it was really CAB. then i suggested to cruz to called someone to help us spray. tady rejected so i asked jiex to come. she brought along her god-sister, going to the chalet with us as well. before jiex arrived, i helped cruz to spray a little, i admit my skill was not that good. it was rather uneven at his back. after a few time, i got better at it. his fringe was quite even. soon jiex arrived. i let her took over me. well, she did a better job than i did, better sense-of-art i guess. cruz used the last few drops to help jiex spray too. FANTASTIC!! though it was the surface only, it seems like she went to dye her hair, think because she was a gal and has longer hair and cruz got better skill aso. we then went to the toilet to check out our new hair. well, as expected, i looked CAB. jiex took a few shots of my new hairstyle i guess, but i dun have it. perhaps next time i go and ask from her then i post it up here. after that, hr called and asked where m i, i said i was on the way then they said they go buy so stuffs to eat first. i agreed and told cruz and jiex. jiex sae her god-sis hadnt eat lunch yet so we seperated and went different way so that later they wun be suspicious of us(we plan to lie to them that we dyed our hair). cruz saw them first then i reached. 'waa beng lehx!' thats their first reaction when they saw me. out of the all, only tady cruz jiex and myself noe its sprayed. we lied to them we went to dye our hair and they believed! maybe only some of them who are smarter know that it was sprayed haha. then after they all bought the food and jiex returned, we boarded the mrt.

some of the pictures taken in the northeast line mrt. jiex looked so cute. rite jiex? haha. and look at her hair. cool rite. looked so natural.

VivoCity

when we reached harbour front station, twenly lowpq zhiling and jeehui were having their lunch. jiex said jl asked them to have their lunch before going in to sentosa. we then went to look for twenly they all. when we reached the kopitiam, they already finished their lunch, so we went to have our lunch and they went to sentosa on their own first.

some shots taken in kopitiam. i told yj to put her head down, but i dont know y she put down and raised again. jiex look so cute again in the photo. the strawberry milk ice was hr's and the ice jelly was mine.

after we had our lunch, we went to sentosa. we went there by free shuttle bus at harbour front interchange. the entrance fee was three buck. i forgot to take the photo of the ticket so cant post it up haha. anyway, jiex then said that jl said we shud take the blue line bus, so we took the blue line and transferred onto a tram(led by jiex). well, i think we shud not have taken the tram. because it was going the wrong way! we were supposed to reach there at 2. however, because some of us were late(jiex cruz and me) and we went to have our lunch and jiex's poor leading, we reached there at 4 plus. on the way, zhonghao's memory card(128MB) lost. we thinked it dropped on the tram as the tram was so bumpy when it travelled. we all went to help zhonghao looked for it also. tricia was complaining that jianlin shud come to the station to wait for us. in this case we wun get lost. then jiex was buay song buay song like that haha. in the end, we after we helped zhonghao and still couldnt find, we walked along the side of the road, instructed by jiex. guess what. wrong! then we continued to walk to a station and we boarded the red line bus. instructed by me this time. guess what again. BINGO! its correct! haha, actually i just merely looked at the map only. then when we alighted and started to walk towards the chalet, jl came. i tink jiex called for help. haha.

all hid from the camara except jiex and zhonghao. well, jiex is very photogenic. maybe because my photo-taking skill is good haha. one nice photo-hr and yj head-touch-head. haha.

we reached the chalet at about 4 plus. we then put our bags and headed to the beach to play some games. we played volleyball, soccer and captainball. sorry i cant remember much of the details, but overall it was quite fun. we finally stopped when it started to rain quite heavily. we hid under one of the shelter and wait there. we needed someone from the hut to open the gate for us. the rain was quite heavy, and so i think i started to feel a little depressed when i saw the rain. i wondered how they going to carry out with the BBQ. to my surprise, i saw them BBQ-ing under the shelter(prepared by themselves). the rain started to get lighter and lighter. most of us started to join into the BBQ. the otah was very delicious but later most of them turned bad. the chicken wings have got very beautiful 'skin colour' and it tasted quite nice. the satay was aso very yummy. the chicken nuggets too. yj later started to use her new phone to video down the BBQ scene. as it was rather bored by just eating the food, cruz decided to go to the musical fountain there, i agreed. we prepared to go already but later they said peiqi(tan) was feeling unwell and most of the gals didnt want to go. it was cancelled in the end. we returned to eat. jl looked at me and asked me why did i look so depressed and stressed. i then took a nugget, dipped into the satay sauce. new way of eating. it doesnt taste bad, but it doesnt taste good either. i changed and took a marshmellow and dipped into the satay sauce. it taste a bit weird. the taste of the marshmellow doesnt blend with the satay sauce. jl saw it and asked whether am i all right. i forgot who answered, but i heard someone saying i shi lian. i didnt deny, jus smiled. bh then suggested who want to drink(beer i guess). i said yes. jl then seriously asked if i m okay. well, i didnt have an answer to that. in the end bh didnt buy as only him and myself would want some. some times passed and someone suggested to go to the beach to play. i followed them. as tricia was around and it was rather dark, we played a simple game-monkey. rather bored. i smsed kathy and told her that it was rather bored at the chalet and see if she can chat with me, but she didnt reply instantly.

hakim and me then didnt continue to play and sat on the beach. opposite(quite far away) of us were pq tady hr and yj i guess. hakim asked me, why do i look so depress or are you okay sort of question. i answered him: wo que fa ai qing de zi ren. hakim dont understand it and i didnt know how to translate it into english either. hr then came to beside us and asked what were we chatting about. i told him smth that he cant listen to and so he walked away and sat beside the gals. suddenly, i didnt know what happen to me, i cried. tears flew slowly and silently. it wasnt that type of crying whereby the whole world will know. the way i cried was like nobody will notice unless he hear me sniffed. the surrounding was dark, someone from far away can never see my tears. hakim knew i was crying and he asked if i m okay. jiex then came down with some food together with jl. we put the food and went to have their er ren shi jie. the food was beside us. hr came as he was rather hungry i guess. he asked why were we two so quiet. hakim and i kept mum, and soon i walked away. i walked to somewhere near the shore and sat down. alone. quietly. i looked far. so dark the sea, but i could still barely see the waves pushing onto the shore. one by one slowly. so lonely perhaps, like me. i was still crying. then they all said they want to go to the island opposite. they asked whether i want to go. no i answered. they left. leaving behind tricia and yujing i think. tricia was too young and it was rather dangerous so she was left behind. zhonghao and berhan came down later. tricia then wanted to play so they accompanied her to play. zhonghao saw me sitting in front of the shore and so he asked if i wanted to play too. i thinked he could see me shaking my head so he walked towards me. i guess he knew something was wrong with me and he said that i could share anything with this bunch of frenz. i nodded my head and continued to stay silent. still sat down on the beach. i stopped crying when zhonghao came. soon, they reached the opposite island and they shouted towards the main island. yujing and the guys opposite shouted at each other. i started to cry again but abt a minute or so, i stopped.

they came back from the opposite island. jiex sat beside me. asked me what happened. i kept quiet, and tears started to flow down again. i turned my head away as more and more people were caming back from the opposite island and they sat on the left. jiex kept wanted to know what happened to me but the more she asked the harder i cried. suddenly, someone played one of the song from goong-the korean drama(princess hours). softly, from far. yj who was near me then said that she wanted this song and wanted the person to send her this song. but the bluetooth couldnt sense the two phone. the song gets louder as the person brought her phone nearer to yj. i heard hakim saying: no dont go. i didnt know if he said this for my sake or its jus something else. as the song gets louder, the harder i cried. finally, i could control myself no more. tears just couldnt stop flowing and i put my head down in between my knees and cried real hard. i didnt want people to know that i was crying, so i got up and walked away from the crowd, still weeping. quite far away from the crowd, i sat down again. didnt know for how long, i stopped crying. i looked at the waves again. still as lonely as before. the sky was filled with stars. far away on my left was one building, stood high alone too. the light from it shone brightly onto the surface of the sea. lights got reflected clearly and i could see a few beam of light seperately shining towards me. jiex then came to me again. she asked if i cried because of her. i nodded my head. she asked some questions but i dont remembered them already. i remembered she gave some examples. one of them was regarding maths. i couldnt remember it clearly. she also said she was sad when i made myself miserable. i told jiex that i didnt plan to tell pq that i like her, cos i think she knew that i liked her and she likes him. jiex then said something which i already forgotten. [thx jiex, though that time the more u said the more i cried, really i appreciate ur concern. and sorry i forgotten some of the things that u told me that day, important or not important, still sorry.] tricia then came and said something, i think she saw me crying. jiex told her to look for peiwen. peiwen came and i think she saw me crying aso. pw then brought tricia back to the hut. jiex continued to comfort me. i looked at the sky. jiex asked me to look at the 3 stars that she likes. the dont know what belt de stars. she then walked away, left me behind and asked me to think for my resolve. i laid down on the beach. the sky was beautiful, with lots of starts. but it was lonely. actually that time i was hoping kathy or jiex to stay beside me. they no need to comfort me. just stay quietly, beside me, so that i wun be alone.

after some time, kathy replied. i told her i was crying. soon, kaywen came. he asked me what happened too. he knew i cried because of her. i didnt eleborate much, i just told him about the same as what i told jiex. as kw sat beside pq in class, so he probably knew more about her. he told me he once asked pq and she said she didnt like anyone. he told me he knew how i felt cos he cried for the gal he likes too. he aso mentioned that huilong told him now its still young, probably u will see another gal that suits u more. something like this. i couldnt remember it clearly either. he said we must learn to give up. we can only wish the best for the gal we like if we couldnt be the one besides her. kw aso said he actually came down to scold me. cos tis was a chalet, and i dampens the atmosphere. next, hakim sent a sms to me. he told me hr and him were behind us, solitude cant solve the problem and wanted me to go back to the hut. so i went back with kw. actually i wun want to return if hakim didnt send me that msg. the nite was cool even though it was rather lonely. i stayed inside the hut whereas they all went to the swimming pool to swim. i was listening to the songs in my phone when i was alone in the hut. kw then came and asked me to go bathe. i went and had a rather refreshing one. we went back to the hut and we sat down chatting. soon hakim came back from his shower. he told me hr cried while on his way back from the beach just now. he cried because he was feeling guilty. he thinked i cried because of his presence between me pq and him. actually, i didnt think so far. i dont know the reason why i cried. i didnt go to think about it. i dont intend to blame anyone. it just happened so i jus accept the fact, including hr's presence.

when i woke up, it was already 10 plus i tink. i walked out of the hut, so bright. then i smsed cruz to ask him what time are they leaving. i saw very few pple outside the hut so i was guessing they probably panged me and when home already. i noticed tricia and asked her where they went, she told me they when home already. i went over to the BBQ site and i sat down. i smsed to kathy and told her they panged me. jiex then came and she said something. then i cried, only a few drops of tears. i thinked i cried cos they panged me. i think i was still very emotional that time. then i went to take a slice of bread and spreaded nutella on it. that's mine breakfast. they suggested to play mahjong, and so i joined them. jiex said my eyes were a little swollen so i told her i cried again jus now. it then started to drizzle. we shifted from the BBQ site to the shelter. we continued to play. the whole day was very bored. it was raining most of the time. all we could do was either play pool, or to play mahjong i guess. at around 3 plus. they suggested to go and have our lunch. we kept the mahjong and went back to the hut first. zhonghao zhemou kaywen and me packed our bag and intended to leave sentosa after our lunch. the guys went off first while we were packing our bags. we waited for jiex cos she went back to the hut to put something. we then set off together with her. we reached a station and was supposed to change tram to reach our destination. but the tram was full, with jiex tricia and jiex's mum. we told her to go there first and we take the next tram. however, we could travel back to the singapore from the station as well. we decided to go to VivoCity to have our lunch instead. i called jiex and told her about it before we took the bus and went back to harbour front. after we had our lunch at VivoCity, we took the MRT to go back.

well, i spent 3 nites and 1 afternoon to type all these. finally it has been done and can be posted up.