Sunday, May 21, 2006
ever since the last time i blog.. its more den a month ago.. actually i wanted to blog after the common test 2.. however.. when i found out tat one of my fren imposed himself as other pple and came to see my blog.. i totally had no mood to blog.. frankly speaking.. if he did not impose as other pple or hide his identity.. i wud not be so angry.. i wud feel much better if he had used his own name.. at least i noe tat he is reading and he knew my secrets.. but he chose to hide his identity which i see no reason in doing tis.. haix.. lets not tok abt tis anymore.. anyway.. i already put password to my blog.. so hopefully no one cud come in except those whom i trust..
lets talk abt my results for the common test tis time round.. the results were veri expected of mi.. i expect myself to get 15 for L1R5.. however.. my L1R4 was already 15.. tis reali disappointed mi as i failed my english(D7), C6 for the combined humanities which i aimed for distinction, at least one of the science subjects either physic chemistry or biology must aso get an A which i did not manage to do it, i got all B4 for my sciences.. even though of such poor results.. i m glad tat i managed to score or maintain my As for both my maths and MT.. as i m the chairperson of the class.. getting such a pathetic result is sure a veri shameful thing to happen.. CCL will aso keep nagging and nagging at mi during the MTPS.. haix.. next my parents will nag at mi.. scolding mi for not scoring as well as my elder bro who had gotten L1R5 11 points for his Os.. haix..
enuf of my studies.. i shall now sae abt my LOVESTORY.. recently there's a new song named lovestory sang by Fan Yi Chen-a taiwanese male singer.. i m addicted to it.. but i cud not find the song in the net.. haix.. actually i had came to my sense.. i no longer taking stuffs so hardly in the sense tat making myself feel depress.. i shudd be more optimistic instead.. tis will make my hair loss decrease.. and hopefully attracts her attention too-jus an additional advantage i hoped lol..
haix.. now i m terribly warm.. no fan no air-con.. middle of the night yet no breeze at all.. wat a horrendous night.. making mi sweating like hell sia.. lets see.. wat else can i sae huh.. erm.. lets talk abt mi being the class chairperson..
being a class chairperson isnt as easy or as hard as anyone wud feel.. first of all.. the difficulty depends on how supportive is ur class and most importantly is the supportiveness from the form teacher.. if the form teacher and the class do not giv u the support.. all i can sae is tat the chairperson better stepdown to stop the suffering.. however.. if both the parties giv the supports.. tat will be most glad.. wat happened to mi is tat i do hav some supports from the class-i suppose or from wat i observed- but i dun hav the support from CCL.. tis is my first time being a class chairperson.. yet his demand and expectation for mi is veri high.. pushing mi doing tis and tat.. if anything goes wrong.. it will be my fault.. and if anything goes right.. he will probably rewarding my dear vice-chairperson.. its veri obvious tat he is biased towards the vice CP.. he gave all those important tasks to VCP instead of the CP.. cos he tinks tat the CP cant do it.. i dun admit tat sometimes i might be lazy and dun take initiatives.. but CCL jux dun see the same side of the VCP.. when he is scolding the CP and VCP.. he will stare at mi as if it is all my fault.. the truth is tat yes.. it is partly my fault.. but doesnt the VCP nid to take responsible for the mistakes? in fact the VCP had more experiences than mi.. it is veri unfair for him to do tis jus tat i dun speak up frequently.. lets get tis straight.. dun speak up does not stands for no action.. i admit i dun hav the initiative to speak in the right time.. but i do do all the tasks given to mi.. i do did them as the instructions says.. i dun tink it is right to push all the blames to mi and let the VCP takes the credits.. i will prove to u CCL.. one day u will see how wrong r u to tink in such a way tat i m not a good CP.. we shall see..
OMG.. i m terribly warm.. tis post is rather long.. maybe its time for mi to take a bath or go to sleep liao.. and lastly.. i wish u good night.. miss u=]