Saturday, April 08, 2006

last week saturday, it was april fool day.. on tat day.. i chose to tell her tat i like her.. why did i choose tis day to tell her tat? it was becos i wan to giv myself a 'hou lu' to walk.. in simple.. meaning tat i dun wan to make the situation worse after i told her tat.. if she cud understand.. tat will be fine.. but wat if she was shocked to noe tat? wat if she noe tat liao and she dun accept it? lotsa things will happen rite.. so i chose to tell her on last saturday.. mainly becos i dun wan she and mi to become very awkward when we meet in skool.. and we still cud remain as frenz..

actually before i decide to tell her.. i was smsing wit her.. saeing lotsa things.. things on y i was so moody on some of the previous days blah blah.. den i told her it was becos of the person i like (i told her i like someone but i din tell her she was the one quite some times ago).. den she asked mi who was tat gal.. den i replied her: i like u.. okie.. jus the second before i send out tat sms.. my feelings.. omg.. i cant describe wats in my mind tat time.. lotsa questions lotsa tots.. nervous excited blah blah feelings all mixed up.. finally i clicked send.. and it sent out.. though after tat she replied mi tat she noe i was kidding.. i din told her i wasnt!! i jus replied back to her by saying plan failed.. i din denied tat i like her nor i admit.. or rather.. more to admit actually.. i dunoe if she already found out tat i like her.. some pple whom they noe my secret sae she noes it.. but some sae she doesnt.. but wateva it is.. i will still confess to her.. and i aso already promised to her tat i will tell the person i like tat i like her.. lol.. after the o levels we having it on mid nov.. tat means most probably i will tell her on dec or so.. or maybe when i got any chances i wud jus sae it out.. hopefully everything will go rite.. i hope so..