Sunday, April 02, 2006
aw damnit.. i jus wrote lotsa lotsa tots inside.. and jux an error deleted everything!! wa lao eh!! haix.. i guess i cant help it but to retype everything.. i tink i will skip the part on my competition de.. jus two words to comment abt the competition: we lost
as can see from the post.. i had a long period of time not posting le.. mainly cos i was a bit slack.. and i cudnt find privacy at home to blog.. anyway.. i still noted down some of my tots tat i wanted to post yet dun hav time to do tt.. guess i will type it all here..
1st march
at tat moment, all my hopes seemed to hav vanished.. wat had happened? y it tis the outcome? am i reali already hopeless? will she like me? wat will happen if i confess my luv? will we still remain tat 'close'? or we will be further apart? sometimes i reali hav the urge to tell her hu i like and how much i like her.. i m done for it le.. i guess i m reali hopeless.. she will nv like mi.. this shall be a 'fact' from wat i observed..
18th march
为什么会这样？为什么我觉得我和她已不再那么‘近’了？ 为什么我虽然知道他和她是如此的要好，我还是没有采取主动？为什么我可以如此的放得开？为什么？是我对她的爱减少了吗？不！我不这么认为。我知道我还是喜欢她的。是什么原因？我不晓得。或许这就叫爱吧。
haix tis post became so short in the end.. haix.. tis was so much shorter den wat i wrote tat was deleted away cos of tat stupid error.. haix..