Saturday, March 11, 2006
jus completed my common test yesterday.. i dun hav any confidence for any of my tests.. including my mother tongue.. during this period of common tests.. she cried two times.. it hurts me so much to see her crying.. haix (how come when all the things tat i wanna sae to her thru phone or sms seems so easy.. but when i wanted to console her face to face.. words jus cant come out of my mouth.. all the words are already waiting at the tip of my tongue.. but i jux swallowed it in when my mouth jus opened.. not even one word is said out).. useless.. haix.. den ytd i aso had my first paper back.. it was my emaths.. my result wasnt ideal.. i onli managed to get a b3.. it was terrible.. tis is the first time i had such poor results for my emaths.. i used to be proud of my maths results.. haix.. den tz managed to get b3 too(same mark as mi).. she knew both of our results were not good.. she consoled us.. but the care and concern she had given him.. haix.. how m i suppose to compete wit him.. though both of them denied tat they like each other.. i knew it will be a tough fite.. and the results probably wud be the same as my emaths's.. haix..
den today.. we got back our mother tongue results.. i ranked the second in the class.. i m not contented wit my results.. i tink i cud hav done better.. and expected from her.. she cried.. though she already knew she cant do well for her mt due to some reasons.. she still cant stop her tears from flowing.. i cant comfort her.. i was sitting too far away from her le.. so i immediately sent sms to console her.. haix.. cried for three times.. yet the onli way i can comfort her was still thru the mean of sms.. haix..
after the cca i had after lessons.. i went to meet up wit cruz to go buy mp3 player.. he was veri troublesome.. there were two model to be chose from.. he picked one ytd.. the ipod model.. but today he asked opinion from other frens.. he changed his mind again.. changed to the creative model.. as for mi.. i m sticking to ipod no matter wat.. den when we reached the shopping mall.. he began to struggle again.. pick ipod or creative.. haix.. he cant make up his mind.. we had been idling at the shopping mall for more den 1 hour.. but he jux cudnt make up his mind.. U R TOO INDECISIVE!! den in the end.. he finally had decided to choose his original choice.. the ipod one.. when we asked for 3 ipods.. cos mi and my bro are buying too.. there's onli one left.. haix.. wat to do? den we go search for other shops in the shopping mall.. but there's onli this shop tat sells tis kind of mp3 player.. we wasted so much time jux to idling at the shopping mall nia.. haix.. den we asked the sellers to keep at least 3 kind of tat mp3 players for us when the new stocks had come..
tink i hav written a quite long post le.. tink shall stop here le bahx though tis is the first time i reali enjoy writing a post.. but i m too tired le and aso i wanted to go watch the drama show le.. hehe..
last of all.. i wanted to tell her..
to her: pls cheer up.. dun get sadden by ur mt results.. i knew ur mt is always in good results.. but if tis time u cant do well.. there's always next time.. i dun tink it is ur fault to get such results.. its jux tat u dun hav the enuf luck to score well.. jus try harder next time.. i will pass u my luck to u.. so u dun get so sad le k?