Wednesday, February 15, 2006

today's valentine day.. every year i spent this day as a normal day.. nth much abt it.. not much feeling to it.. the same as a normal day.. however today.. i felt a little different.. dunoe how come.. i felt a little sadness.. not becos i din receive any gifts or presents.. im aso not veri sure y i m feeling kinda sad.. sad for no reason? lol.. haix.. let's tok abt smth else.. this morning in the parade square.. kathy asked mi, "did u buy present for her?" oh my gosh.. she sae out her name and she wasnt soft.. den i din reply her.. cos we were going to sing the national anthem le.. but.. frankly speaking.. i dun dare to buy her a valentines day present.. cos isnt tat too obvious tat i like her? i noe.. tis was an act of a cowardice.. but i reali dun dare.. if i reali did.. i aso wun giv it to her in front of so mani pple de.. tat wud be too embarassing i tink.. tink all i m lacking of is courage.. i dun hav the courage to tell her i like her.. even giving her a gift i aso dun hav the enough courage to do it.. haix.. wat can i sae? if i reali cant be together wit her someday.. tats reali gotta blame no one but mi.. haix..

happy valentine..