Wednesday, January 04, 2006

here i m to post le.. today is the first dae of skool.. kinda sux.. cos my stomach was abit smth wrong.. dunoe wat happen.. my stomach was feeling veri weird.. after a few minutes.. it became alrite again.. but a few minutes ltr.. it began to work strangly.. wtf.. kao.. i cudnt concentrate on the lessons sia.. haix.. den during the physic lessons.. things got out of hands.. tat ms tan lesson was damn damn sian sia.. boring like hell.. felt like sleeping but i cant.. haix.. den after the skool.. i went to canteen for lunch.. but i dun hav e appetite due to my stomach.. haix..

today when i first laid my eyes on her.. gosh.. she was beautiful.. the smile on her face was sweet.. but after tat.. i cudnt find anymore sweetness from her smile.. cos she was wiv tz.. haix.. i was so afraid of tis scene when skool reopens.. and it happened.. wat can i do? watching her at the back? haix.. nth..

den todae.. i aso found out tat she and i had became sheng shu le.. we dun use to talk as much as last yr.. maybe is cos of the seating arrangement.. and of cos.. i dun hav the initiative.. haix.. wo wei zhi zi de bu zhu dong gan dao fen chang hou hui.. maybe if i wud to take more initiative.. den our relationships cud hav brought nearer.. haix..

cant write anymore le.. siblings ard.. cyaz..