Wednesday, November 02, 2005

on 27 october..

i asked her.. one more time.. whether she reali dun like him.. i noe.. tis prove tat i dun totally trusted her.. i dunoe how come i was acting in tis way.. probably i wanted to make sure.. i wan her answer to be 100% sure.. haix.. tis time round.. after she replied mi.. i m kinda depressed.. i asked her if she like him.. she said no.. i was veri delighted wit tis answer.. i asked her the second question.. wud she ever fall in luv wit him? i scare she wud feel angry.. so i gave her a choice.. whether to answer or not to answer.. she chose not to answer.. tis was veri obvious.. tis means tat there is a possiblity tat she might crush onto him.. haix.. i felt veri sad.. my heart seems to be a thousand kg heavy.. sinking into the deep sea veri fast.. but i continue to ask her if wat i assume was correct.. she said she wun like him.. i dunoe whether i shud trust her or not.. i m in a perplexity.. we continue to sms.. and i m keep trying to ask her if she wud like him.. the answers she replied were veri indirect.. indirectly making mi feel tat she wud like him.. tis hurt mi.. as if a knife had stabbed onto my heart.. veri deep.. the knife cud nv get removed.. painful..