Thursday, October 27, 2005

25 - 10 - 05 0801pm: singapore time
OMG!! m i mad?? i sent her the msg.. asking hu does she like?! m i insane or wat?? the truth is indeed.. i m INSANE!!

i was veri scare.. afraid of her answer.. i m afraid tat wat if her answer wasnt mi.. how m i going to react? i m afraid tat wat if her answer was mi.. how m i suppose to react? if her answer wasnt mi.. probably i wud cry.. i tink tats for sure.. i cry cos i wanna escape.. escaping from her answer.. running away from the fact tat i lost tis match.. i din manage to get her heart.. if her answer was mi.. maybe i will aso confess to her.. but i noe tat she will nv like mi.. haix.. i m so afraid..
25 - 10 - 05 0845pm: singapore time
i got her answer.. surprisingly.. her answer was nobody.. in my heart.. i was struggling whether she was telling mi the truth a not.. cos i dun tink a gal wud share her secret wit a guy unless they r real close.. i chose to believe her.. though i din manage to capture her heart.. tat was expected from mi.. i felt veri relieved when i she told mi tat her heart does not belong to anyone yet.. cos tis means tat i still stand a chance.. but i noe i onli stand a chance out of a thousand.. but i m already veri happi abt tis.. i will not giv up on u de!!

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