Friday, October 21, 2005

cudnt get to sleep ytd.. all my mind was filled wit her.. and the scene of her and tz.. hurts.. it hurts alot.. i was tossing ard.. i wanted to sleep.. so tat i cud stop tinking of these scenes tat made mi felt so hurt.. i jux cudnt get to sleep.. i felt like crying.. i was trying veri hard not to tink of those scenes.. but the moment i closed my eyes.. she appeared in my mind.. i dunoe wat to do.. i was feeling so hopeless.. i reali cant imagine wat wud happen to mi today when i saw she and tz being so close together.. i wud walk away frm them.. listening to mine discman.. wei zhuang zi ji.. try to act as though nth had happened to mi.. in fact inside mi.. my heart was shattered into pieces.. haix.. after all these imaginations.. i slept.. too tired.. i was glad tat i slept.. my mind cud finally come to a rest.. the scenes of suffering had disappear.. at least for tat few hrs while i was sleeping..