Sunday, August 28, 2005

todae.. as expected.. i wasnt happi.. i wasnt in a veri good mood.. coz she was wit HIM.. yea..wit HIM again.. it was when she msg mi.. then i noe tat she was wit HIM.. but.. i expected tat before hand.. haix.. then when they came to where we were.. she din even call mine name.. not even a hello.. she used her book to tap at mi then asked mi qns.. after tat.. wshe went sat beside HIM.. haix.. sad.. then for the rest of the study session.. she din tok to mi.. she was all the way veri happily chatting wit HIM.. i was all the way listening to my disc man.. trying not to listen to their voice.. probably i m trying to hide my feelings.. tis feeling hen bu hao shuo.. haix.. then when abt 6pm or so.. she's gonna leave.. but she was leaving wit HIM.. HIM again.. haix.. y izit everytime HIM?? haix.. then when they left.. another fren asked mi.. 'she left wit HIM leh.. u wun feel wat mehx?'.. i asked her,'y shud i feel anything?'.. then she said,'coz alot pf pple tink u two veri pei mahx..' haix.. so wat!! we were not close at all.. she was all the way so close to HIM.. haix.. i felt sad.. then i jux replied her wit a 'u r weird lehx'.. trying not to show any emotions of sadness.. i tink tis piece of lyrics best describe how i was feeling during tat time.. "i cried silently i cried inside of me i cried hopelessly i cried bcoz u're not here with me"..