Saturday, August 27, 2005
todae actually i m kinda sad.. smth happened.. first, tmr there's a study grp.. i called the usually pple.. included her.. i sent the sms out.. i was waiting for her reply.. i reali wish tat she cud go.. coz....... i dunoe.. i jux wanted her to go.. hehe.. erm.. i waited for her reply.. till about 7pm plus.. finally.. i received her reply.. she asked mi some questions.. i tot there was nth wrong at first.. i was feeling kinda okie.. i reply her sms back.. a while later.. she replied mi.. she asked mi if HIM can go too? of coz.. i cudnt sae a 'no'.. i dun hav the reason to reject HIM for going rite? so.. i replied her wit 'ya.. okie..'.. actually i dun wan HIM to go.. i dunoe why.. jux feeling unplesant.. no about the HIM.. is HER.. i dunoe why she wanted to call HIM to go.. i dun like it.. arhx!! there's still some more.. not jux tis.. she was aso veri close wit HIM in the class.. they keep chatting.. keep toking.. chat here chat there.. i see liao kinda buey song.. i dunoe why.. then jux now when we were walking to cwp for lunch.. as expected.. they two were keep chatting.. they two seems to be on another world tats different from us.. haix.. i m veri 'fan' now.. perhaps u may tink tat i m too sensitive.. but tats wat i tink.. tats wat i feel.. dunoe wat will happen tmr.. probably i gonna be sad.. coz HE is going tmr.. haix.......